The Knot
You learn that death is inevitable and final.
You learn that death happens after harm to the body, either from illness, trauma, or age.
You learn the importance of care during illness, from close relatives, friends, doctors or nurses.
You are sick a lot as a child, mainly with allergies leading to respiratory illness.
Thinking about infinity too intently causes panic.
Thinking too much about time passing causes anxiety. (Dust in the wind.)
Fear of illness (and by extension, death) causes anxiety.
Because you realize that it's important (vital!) to have people who care about you around you, you seek security in your relationships with people, starting with your family, but extending to friends and other people outside the home. You strive to be cooperative, friendly, funny and interesting. A people-pleaser.
This doesn't always guarantee harmony between you and the world. These times of disharmony cause anxiety and sometimes panic, so you try to avoid any situation where you risk not fitting in or disappointing someone, or embarrassing yourself.
Find the flaws in this 'logic' and break the spell.
You learn that death happens after harm to the body, either from illness, trauma, or age.
You learn the importance of care during illness, from close relatives, friends, doctors or nurses.
You are sick a lot as a child, mainly with allergies leading to respiratory illness.
Thinking about infinity too intently causes panic.
Thinking too much about time passing causes anxiety. (Dust in the wind.)
Fear of illness (and by extension, death) causes anxiety.
Because you realize that it's important (vital!) to have people who care about you around you, you seek security in your relationships with people, starting with your family, but extending to friends and other people outside the home. You strive to be cooperative, friendly, funny and interesting. A people-pleaser.
This doesn't always guarantee harmony between you and the world. These times of disharmony cause anxiety and sometimes panic, so you try to avoid any situation where you risk not fitting in or disappointing someone, or embarrassing yourself.
Find the flaws in this 'logic' and break the spell.
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